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Hi Mike and Cordele,

Lost to early, loved so much So many tears, so much support Guilty Thoughts, wonderful memories Too suddenly, so much future ahead Unanswered endings, beautiful beginnings Tear stained pillow cases, freshly painted nursery Angel James in our hearts, baby charlotte in our hands.
What comes may never be what we predict, its how we deal with the cards thrown at us that make a good human beings.
I always wanted a little brother, no matter what there is always a place in my heart for james, he will never be forgotten, EVER, he is my family and so are you. I love you both and my heart is heavy for everything that has happened. I believe in new beginnings with a beautiful memory of the past.
James was beautiful. He never looked down but always ahead. He truly was an amazing boy and he should know it. I can picture him now grown up to a big strong boy.. A boy running around the soccer field with his daddy, and knocking over his mommy with kisses for you and charlotte. I feel as if everything is still vivid but my heart is mending slowly and I hope everyone's is. There is always going to be one more mountain to climb, one more turn and one more twist in the run for james.. Whoever runs should know that at the end of the road there will always be someone there to greet and support them. I may only be 15 years old and this may sound foolish, but I will always be at the end of the road to support you. Love you both and have a Good day with beautiful charley!

Sarah
Fri, 9 Feb 2007 18:04:20 -0500

Cordele, Mike and Charlotte

I wanted you to know that I am thinking of you all, especially today....a difficult day in your lives.
James is always with you. My love to beautiful Baby James ... never forgotten.

With love and best wishes
Alison Fox

Sat, 10 Feb 2007

Mike, Cordele, Charlotte and Tayla,

We are thinking of you and James today (and a lot since we now have Adelaide in our lives). We can't imagine the pain you experience, but hope that you see James in Charlotte, and that your memories allow you some peace. He will not be forgotten.
Heidi, Jason, and Adelaide

Sat, 10 Feb 2007

Hi Cordele and Mike

Carla and I have been thinking a lot about James recently and we just wanted to write and say that we have been thinking of him a lot. We are sure that him and Jack would have been great friends and although we are delighted for you with the birth of Charley, we just wanted you to know that we have a photo of James and we show Jack from time to time so he remembers too.
Love
Mark, Carla, Jack and Sam x

Yours Sincerely
Mark Ellis
Wed, 13 Sep 2006

I just read your story on the CFSID web site. I'm sorry for the loss of your son. I lost my son Daniel to SUDC at the age of 18 months old in April of 1993. I felt your pain when reading your letter, but mostly I felt the guilt. I have found guilt to be the biggest hurdle to overcome. I, like you, was very fearful of SIDS, but thought my little boy was safe after his first birthday. It has been 13 years since his death and the grief is much easier to live with now, but I do live with it every day. We adopted a two year old in 1996 and she, as well as my now 17 year old son, has helped me to live a happy life. I hope your sweet little girl does the same for your family.

Sincerely,
Christine Gervais
Sat, 4 Nov 2006

I HAVE NEVER MET JAMES BUT READING THIS WEBSITE MAKES ME THINK OF MY BEST FRIEND MATTHEW AND HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM. CONGRATS ON YOUR NEW BABY GIRL.
Wed, 13 Dec 2006

I just visited your site as I am tears, I hope that this comes out sounding right. I am watching my soon to be 5 month old and 2 year old watching Cinderella. They are are laughing and smiling and I am so overwhelmed right now with how lucky I am and overwrought with guilt at the daily things I take for granted, God Bless you both. I am lucky to have my children and I think that my New Years resolution will be too not take anything they do for granted, yes, even the tantrums. May God be with you through the Holidays and your little Angel James.

Danielle Lidstone
Wed, 27 Dec 2006

Your website has touched my heart and i am deeply saddened by your loss. My thoughts are with you all. He looked a beautiful little boy. I am so sorry.

Alison Fox - Nottingham, UK
Fri, 22 Dec 2006

Hello Cordell and Mike,

I just wanted to say how much we still think of James. It was 3 years last week that I met James. I still think of him at least once a week when I hold a baby. James was a wonderful loving boy who is missed. I hope that his sweet sister is able to know the kind of love we all have for her brother.

Our thoughts are still with you,
Peace and Love
Sandra Kalyta-Horncastle
Mon, 2 Oct 2006

Dear Cordele and Michael,

I read your story last night while I awaited my shift at work to end. I was so hurt for you two. I have a little 14 month old, and she so amazes me, so gifts me with wanting to be better person - I just have never known so much love. And now, can never imagine my life without it. I grieve for your loss - no parent should have to loose their baby boy the way you two did. Your loss and your strength to carry on inspires me to 'love' a greater love each day. In everything I do, and every way I percieve the world.

Bless your James little heart that it could make such a difference. And his spirit, for it seems to have made its mark even though his duration amongst us was too short.

Kindness and compassion to you both, and to all who felt your loss.
Sheridan Thompson
Thu, 13 Jul 2006 15:41:58 -0500

Hello:
What an amazing tribute to your precious son! I offer you my most heartfelt sympathy on your loss and also my congratulations & blessings on the birth of your new daughter -- she is a darling. I have no doubt she will get to know" her big brother through your sharing of the many precious memories you hold so dear.

I recently read somewhere that grief is not a wound to be healed but rather a seed that takes root. I hold you in my highest esteem for guiding & nurturing this root in the hope that no other parents will have to say good-bye to such a sweet child. Your pro-activity is to be commended.

I am a mother of four and my third, Mitchell James, has incredibly long eyelashes as well framing his huge warm brown eyes -- my Mom calls them "cow eyes"! LOL

Having recently lost a beloved aunt, I found comfort in the following short poem. I hope you do as well.

THE TIDE
The tide recedes yet leaves behind bright seashells in the sand;
The sun goes down yet gentle warmth still lingers on the land;
The music stops yet echoes on in sweet refrains;
For every joy that passes, something beautiful remains!
~ author unknown

I pray our Good Lord watches over your family and that an inner peace can allow you to move through each day with an abiding faith that one day you shall all be reunited. In the interim, I am certain you will see the many joys" this side of Heaven still holds of your sweet James.

In closing, let me say that your daughter has one handsome guardian Angel looking down on her! His name is James.

Kindest regards,
Kathy McIsaac & family
Stephenville (formerly from Cape Breton)
Sat, 3 Jun 2006 13:17:47 -0230 (Newfoundland Daylight Time)

I just wanted to let you know that your baby was in our hearts during the 2005 Cabot Trail Relay. After we heard the background of their team and we would see a member of the "Blowing Kisses" team, our hearts would be heavy. We will again be supporting the Blowing Kisses team in this years relay.
Martina Caldwell
Captain, Northside Vikings Relay Team
North Sydney, Cape Breton
Tue, 23 May 2006 14:26:56 -0300

Hi,
I too lost my daughter of SUDC (Isabella Hlynosky 1/9/02-5/17/03) and I Just wanted to say that your James is absolutely beautiful. I'm so sorry for your loss.. You are in my prayers and thoughts.
Congratulations on your newest addition!
Sincerely,
Kathy Callahan - SUDC Parent 3 years to:

Isabella Hlynosky 1/9/02-5/17/03
Mia 9/23/04

Tue, 9 May 2006 14:01:12 -0400

Dear Mike & Cordele,
As I get to know more of you both through my family and with you in person, I begin to see why you are really part of our family.
When I visited the site today in the memory of James, I draw strength from your incredible tribute to this little sweet man ! As a father, children are my strength in a hectic and crazy world.I know that James will always be a smile for you.
When I heard about the birth of your new baby girl recently, all I could feel is how lucky this little sweetheart will be to have such inspiring parents.
Take care !
John A. Currie & Family
Currie Family - Quispamsis,NB Chapter
Sat, 13 May 2006 17:59:57 -0300

Hi Mike and Cordele,
Congratulations on your new little girl! I'm sure she will bring you much joy and happiness. I still think of James often. His smile is unforgettable.
Jocelyn & Keith Green - Kindermusik class
Mon, 27 Mar 2006 16:20:27 -0400

Hi Mike and Cordele:
I have tears in my eyes and an ache in my heart as I visit each page of this website. You don't know me but I feel closeness to you both as you continue to try to deal with the loss of your son, James. Such a beautiful boy, with a beautiful smile. Being a mother of 3, I can't help but fear the same thing happening to us.... our youngest just turned one on Feb 19 of this year.
I saw your story on Global News on this day, March 24. As soon as it was over I got right up and came over to the computer to find James' site. I've spent the past hour, reading and looking at everything. His little life was so blessed, by so many people that loved him. I was happy to hear that you recently had a baby girl. She is equally as beautiful... Congratulations!
"A Little Child, Oh So Small, A Little Child, Loved By All"....God Bless you and your precious little Charlotte, my heart goes out to you both. I attached a picture of my youngest daughter, I didn't have a good pic of my older two.
Shawna Gilmour
Shubenacadie, NS
Fri, 24 Mar 2006 23:59:26 -0500 (EST)

My name is Roxana. I moved to Canada from Germany, so maybe the words I choose may not always be correct.
I have heard the sad story about your son James on the news. I am so very sorry for your loss. I can hardly imagine the sorrow you must have lived through.
The reason I am writing to you is, that after a traumatic miscarriage and since the birth of my first child, I have been terrified by the thought of possibly loosing him. The fear of SIDS made my nights sleepless. That's when I heard about a special baby monitor. It comes with a mat, that is placed below the mattress of the baby. When the baby stops moving (breathing), it will sound an alarm.
I have used this mat with all my children. My little one is now 12 months old, and after hearing about your loss, I will keep him sleeping on the mat. Thank you so much for going public with the loss of your son James.
I also heard about the birth of your new baby girl. Congratulations, and I truly wish you all the joy with her you deserve. Maybe it would make nights less worry some for you too, if you bought this mat for your new baby girl.
I wish your family all the best
Roxana
Sat, 25 Mar 2006 00:00:41 -0400

Hey Mike and Cordele,
I am just writing because today I was watching the local news and was casually cooking supper when I overheard about SIDS. I was glued to the TV as I know what happened to James through my partner (Jason Thompson). I was instantly saddened again,as I recalled the events that occurred. I then decided to visit your website. In tears I knew I had to write you and let you know that even though there are trying times I know that there are just so many people that support you and all the efforts you have made to make this terrible unknown better. Through all your hurt and anguish you are helping people everyday by following this cause and supporting it. I think that the true heroes in this world are people like you Mike, and Cordele. I am wishing you every happiness with your new little girl. I am sure that you two will share and cherish every moment with Charlotte and telling her fun stories of her big brother! Mike, Jason and I are both looking forward to Trevor's golf tournament again and I look forward to meeting Cordele at this year's event! Jason sends his kind regards and congratulations to you.
Sincerely,
Jill Gopaul and Jason Thompson
Fri, 24 Mar 2006 18:49:36 -0400

I miss james a lot. and i had soooooo good memories with james and i miss making them with him. Coredlle and Mike I hope u have fun with your new baby girl.
love Danielle xoxoxox
March 21, 2006

HELLO MIKE AND COREDLLE,
I FELT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW WE WERE THINKING OF YOU BOTH ON THE 10TH FEBRUARY. I REGULARLY LOOK AT THE WEBSITE AND IT MAKES ME REALIZE MORE AND MORE JUST HOW STRONG AND COURAGEOUS YOU BOTH ARE. YOU WILL ALWAYS TREASURE YOUR MEMORIES OF JAMES, NOBODY CAN TAKE THEM AWAY FROM YOU, AND I AM SURE YOU WILL BE ABLE TO GIVE THE SAME LOVE TO JAMES'S LITTLE SISTER.
GOB BLESS YOU BOTH,
MAVIS & DENNIS, BARNSLEY, ENGLAND.
Sat, 4 Mar 2006 12:51:59

Hi Mike & Cordele
Just so you know, you were in my thoughts all day today. I can still feel the cold wet Nova Scotia wind as we let the red balloons fly.
Love you,Aunt Bridge
Wed, 15 Feb 2006 21:11:45 -0600

It has taken me a year to write this. I met James when he was 5 weeks old, he had come to The South Park YMCA with Cordell. From that day on we saw James at least 5 days a week for over a year. He was the "ichy" because he had to wear his mitts to keep form scratching his eczema. His eyes were like no other baby I had cared for (I had cared for over 100) so full of expression with such long lashes. We here at the Y delighted in every new step along with Cordell, we even saw Mike sometimes. James was loved by so many of us and we all send our love to his Mommy and Daddy as they remember their little angel.

My love and prayers are with you all,
Sandra Kalyta-Horncastle
South Park YMCA
Mon, 13 Feb 2006 10:45:09 -0400

Mike and Cordele,
I can't imagine what kind of a day it has been for you both. Just wanted to let you both know that we had many thoughts of James, and his awesome parents today. We will always remember James and his bike tricks, his England soccer jerseys, and his trademark, blowing kisses.
We wanted you both to know that we are always thinking about you, and hoping you can feel strength from the Saskatchewan crew who constantly miss you all.
Take care of each other, as you have your new addition coming. Mike - a girl will cause the rest of your hair to fallout, but I know you will love it everyday!!
Cheers,
Leigh & Marilyn
Sat, 11 Feb 2006 00:09:28 -0600

Hi Baby, It has been a year since you left and it has been so hard. Loving you so much and not being able to put my arms around you and give you kisses. I know you are with us in our hearts and helping us through these days. You will always be our baby, and are very special to us. We Love You.
Fri, 10 Feb 2006 09:30:09 -0400

Hi,I would first like to say that you had a beautiful little boy. I know this must be very hard for you. It is such a sin he only lived to be so young. But you must always remember that wherever he is now is a much better place!
Much Sympathy,
Caitlin Bouchard,Nova Scotia,12 years old
Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:23:23 -0500 (EST)

Hi Cordele and Mike:
You're in my thoughts and prayers today. I just looked at James pictures again and was impressed at the love, happiness, enthusiasm and adventure that shines through. May these beautiful memories help give you strength in the dark times.
Maureen
Fri, 10 Feb 2006 08:12:11 -0400

DEAR PARENTS OF BEAUTIFUL BABY JAMES, WHAT A STUNNING TRIBUTE TO YOUR SON, MY TWO BEAUTIFUL SONS ARE ALSO ON THE SAME MEMORY PAGE AS JAMES A BIT FURTHER DOWN DANIEL AND JOSEPH STOREY, WHOSE LIVES WAS CUT SHORT THROUGH "FSIDS". (I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU,) AS YOU WILL FIND ON THE MEMORY PAGE MY BROTHER-IN-LAWS E-MAIL ADDRESS IS ON IT. PLEASE WOULD YOU USE MY E-MAIL ADDRESS WHICH COMES WITH THIS.I SEND YOU BOTH MY HAERTFELT SYMPATHY, FROM SOMEONE WHO CAN TRULY UNDERSTAND THE PAIN. I HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON TAKE CARE LOVE LISAXX (XXXXXXX'S FOR JAMES)
LISA WHITE <lisa.white40@ntlworld.com>
BRACKNELL BERKSHIRE ENGLAND - Thursday, June 09, 2005 at 16:31:06 (EDT)

Mike and Cordelle, I was just thinking about you the other day as I was riding back from the SaskToba Cup in Brandon. Five bus loads of munchkins...all in soccer gear. Mike it reminded me of the many soccer related activities that we worked on and Cordelle if it was not for SSA I probably would not have met you.....and James reminded me not to take the small irritations too seriously. The U12's were on thier first trip and were a bit out of control....but looking at thier excited faces and bright eyes reminded me of James and put things in perspective. I still enjoy all the pictures you sent...I did not delete any of them for some reason. All the best to you both. We are thinking about you here Elisabeth, Robert, Erin, Alex and Rachel Miller
Elisabeth Miller
Saskatoon, SK Canada - Wednesday, June 08, 2005 at 18:22:48 (EDT)

We were blessed to spend a week with James when he came to England. In that short week, we came to love James' determined personality - his laughter, his love of his Mummy and Daddy and the great outdoors. We cannot look at our own daughter, Olivia, without seeing James nor we can we look at Olivia without feeling the ache that Cordele and Mike must feel. We witnessed James' christening in a lovely village in England - we saw the pride of all his family and friends who shared that special day when God took James under his wing. James is never far from our hearts.
Lisa, Paul and Olivia English <lisaenglishuk@yahoo.co.uk>
Sevenoaks, England - Tuesday, June 07, 2005 at 05:52:28 (EDT)

Treasure all the happy moments, I wish my husband and I had half as many as you do, but I guess the thing is we will see our babies again. I gave birth on feb.13/05 to a little girl who was 7lbs 13ozs and she passed away in our arms on feb 14/05 she was only 19 hours and 52 minutes old. I will never forget everything that we went through and how hard it was to let her go. She was born with only a pin hole in her pulmonary veins from what we are hearing from our doctors. So we know basically what you are going through, if only the IWK could make miracles by keeping our babies alive life that would be wonderful but unfortunately life isn't like that. The only thing is to remember there will be a time to hold them in our arms again. Keep up the good work on the Blowing kisses in the wind. And may God bless you and your family.
Janet Rehberg <kross.traxx@ns.sympatico.ca>
hants co., n.s. canada - Monday, June 06, 2005 at 18:46:26 (EDT)

Your tree for James is beautiful. I look forward to watching it grow, as we all grow with it. I can see children throwing around leaves and shade seekers resting bellow. The Inscription is a very special and I am so glad it will forever be on James Street, as James will be forever in our hearts. Thank you so much.
Jessie <jessbower@hotmail.com>
Prospect Bay, NS Canada - Monday, June 06, 2005 at 14:50:23 (EDT)

Firstly. I would like to thank all the wonderful people who took the time to look at James' web site following Cordele's appearance on "Live at 5". For those who posted messages your words are kind and most appreciated by all our family. Knowing that James' story is helping others raise their awareness is comforting in these very difficult times. I happened to be away on business when the story went on air. Watching my little angel blowing kisses and being such a wonderful little boy left emotions of sadness and happyness all mixed together. Seeing my beautiful wife on telivision, so upset, yet at the same time so brave to tell our story, made me realize how lucky I am to have such a fantastic wife and mother of James. The run on the weekend in Cape Breton, a place so special to our family, was so emotional and inspirational to everyone involved. Friends and family running for a little boy that touched the hearts of everyone he encountered - always leaving a positive memory for all. The run was hard but both mommy and daddy drew on strength from their love for their darling little James. We ran for you James, for the wonderful little boy you will always be - and the 17 months of happyness that will never be replaced. Daddy has made a promise to himself to run all 17 legs of the race over the course of his life so that every year his love for both James and Cordele will grow and your memory will live on with every kiss that is blown. I love you James, and mummy and daddy miss you more with each passing day.
Daddy <mchudson@eastlink.ca>
Prospect Bay, NS Canada - Thursday, June 02, 2005 at 23:01:37 (EDT)

Chris, Luke, Cole and I participated in the 'Blowing Kisses' event yesterday. Pushing the 2 boys in our Charriot stroller reminded me of the day last August when we ran with James and Luke in the same fashion...all you could see were their matching pairs of red and white Robbie slippers kicking away in delight at going for a ride. You'll remember the pink popsicles they shared that day as well! That same week the boys played together at our house and despite Luke's somewhat bossy behaviour James' good nature never once even led him to consider using his superior size to put Luke in his place. When you left we were excited at the prospect then that you might be returning "home" and we'd get to spend many more days watching the boys play together. I know they would have been great friends even if they only saw each other rarely. Like they did yesterday, Luke and his dad will wear their England soccer jerseys with pride and in memory of James and his dad and the good times they've shared. Thinking of you, The Washenfelders.
CHERYL <CHERYLW@ACCESSCOMM.CA>
REGINA, SK CANADA - Sunday, May 29, 2005 at 12:58:57 (EDT)

DEAR JAMES,AND FAMILY...WE SAW YOU'R SAD STORY ON LIVE AT 5.AND IT WAS SO SAD I CRYED IT BRANG BACK MEMORY'S OF US BACK IN 1998 WHEN WE LOST OUR 3 WEEK OLD BABY TO SIDS.HIS NAME WAS ZACKARY AND HE WAS THE SWEETEST LITTLE BOY..WE DID NOT HAVE MUCH TIME WITH HIM BUT THE TIMES WE DID HAVE WE CHERISH EVERYDAY AND STILL NOW .HE WOULD BE ALMOST 7 YEARS OLD THERE IS NOT A DAY THAT GOES BY WE DON'T THINK OF HIM. I UNDERSTAND HOW YOU MUST FEEL AND WE HAVE TO BE STONGE FOR OUR OTHER 3 KIDS . BUT WE NOW NEAVER TAKE ANYTHING FOR GRANDED..SO WE HOPE YOU WILL GROW TO ALWAYS KNOW JAMES WILL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU MOM AND DAD FOREVER AND ALWAYS .. SO SORRY TO HERE
kim walsh and tyler walsh <kimmy375@msn.com>
waterville, ns kings - Saturday, May 28, 2005 at 22:32:08 (EDT)

:)Today was a very special day. I realize now the amount of love growing for you James. Love from family, friends and now people who never knew you. All of us came together to share as one in a tribute to you! Our day wasn't one of the greatest for weather. It was damp with a few showers and a wind BLOWING that reminded us that we were in Saskatchewan. Though it wasn't strong, it was just enough to give a slight chill that was over subdued by the warmth of all who were at Candy Cane park. Yesterday, I heard the weather forecast for today and was a little down thinking that possibly the turn out wouldn't be that good. So you and I had a talk and I said, "James, you have to help out as well!" All I asked you was to show us a little of your sunshine. As I was pulling into the parking lot at, seeing all of the people, you gave us your KISSES with a piece of blue ski that the sun fit perfectly into showing us your warmth. Thank you James! Your Regina Family and Friends
Kim Smith <kimbridge@sasktel.net>
Regina, Sk Canada - Saturday, May 28, 2005 at 20:42:07 (EDT)

We are getting ready for our run in Candy Cane Park today and are thinking of you all. Good luck!
Heidi, Kendal & Laura <kendal.e@sasktel.net>
Regina, SK Canada - Saturday, May 28, 2005 at 11:14:22 (EDT)

Dear Mike and Cordelle: Hearing the story of your precious Baby James touched the very soul of me. Reading all about James and looking at his beautiful pictues made me laugh and cry. My son has just turned 17 months and Baby James sounds so much like my son, Aidan. I am so sorry that you lost James. My heart aches for you and your family. May you find peace.
Teresa Parent <teresa.mcmanus@ns.sympatico.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Friday, May 27, 2005 at 14:56:35 (EDT)

Dear Cordele, Michael and yes James, I have many good memories over the many years that I have taught. The graduating class of 1994 had many fantastic students, but there was definately one beautiful young lady that stands out in my mind, Cordele M. She had the poise, class and grace of a princess twice her cronilogical age. She lit up every room she walked into. Last summer, August 2004, this still remained true but there was an extra that also lit up the room, a big room in the Toronto airport terminal. It was a beautiful young man, James. You see, beautiful people produce beautiful children! My family and I were on our way home after a 18 day trip to Italy. We were slightly tired and anxious to get home. I felt that I recognized the young lady with the so well behaved young boy. He was full of energy, inquisitive and happy! A short time later Cordele came over and introduced herself and her young prince James. I was so pleasantly surprised to see Cordele and meet James, you know, one of those great unexpected moments when you are able to share the warmth and love Cordele so obviously had with James. James' "can do" personality, big inquisitive eyes and a smile that could melt any heart and was the crowning of our trip of a lifetime. To visit with a former student is always a treat, but to be able to meet a fantastic child of a fantastic former student was indeed a pleasure! James had "wheels" that worked! His balance and coordination was amazing! It was a late evening flight, but James' character was pleasant and happy, not cranky as one might expect from a child his age. James had a positive presence that most of the waiting passengers recognized in this huge area. James had a presence. He brought smiles to so many faces in that large room. His mommy was so proud of him, and so you shall be, always. Memories, especially great memories never leave us, James shall always be with you and all of the people who were fortunate to know him... I do not know your husband Michael, but my father always said that "water seeks its own level," so he must be a fantastic person like you and James, Cordele. I look forward to meeting you Michael, you have a beautiful family. Come to think about it, James will be getting ready for soccer practice, of course with a big smile on his and his parents face:) Love Mr. G
Mr. G
Regina, Sk Canada - Friday, May 27, 2005 at 13:00:31 (EDT)

I'm just learning about this precious child, you are so brave to be doing this but it will be a treasure to look back on. James had the same birthday as mine (Aug.31st)so it makes him special & I have a young grandson, babies are sooo special & loving. His photos tell of a happy beautiful child! God bless you!
Isabelle
Country - Thursday, May 26, 2005 at 13:03:56 (EDT)

My heartaches to here that your family has to feel the way my family heartsache for we lost our precious angel to sids on feb11/05 his name was Ethan dale george Mcdow if there is anything i can do please contact me may the gentle hand of god touch all your hearts with peace and i pray and have hope that we can find a way to prevent this from happening to any more babies sorry and sincerly,Michelle&David
Michelle Mcdow/Ethan mommy <nettie@eastlink.com>
chester basin, ns Country - Thursday, May 26, 2005 at 09:35:31 (EDT)

Words cannot describe the sadness I feel for you and your family and how much you must miss James. My son Ryan is 18 mos old and is the absolute centre of our universe. Losing him would be a loss to deep to bear or describe...so I am left to only imagine how you feel. James is an absolute sweetheart and I am quite certain that while he was here, he was loved without conditions or boundry. Your courage to make more people aware of SIDS after 1 year is nothing short of amazing and from the bottom of mine and my wife, Staceys heart, we thank you for sharing James' story.
Tim And Stacey Gerrard <timge@tcgi.com>
Dartmouth, NS Canada - Thursday, May 26, 2005 at 05:43:53 (EDT)

I saw your story on Live at 5 tonight, my heart sunk when I saw your baby James handsome face. Having 2 children of my own, Dawson 5 mths & Meaghan 3yrs, I can only imagine what pain you must be feeling. Hold your head up high. Remember all the happy times together, and remember he will never feel pain nor sadness, he is in Gods hands now. God Bless and take care.
Jackie Young <meaghan05_02@hotmail.com>
Riverview, NB Canada - Thursday, May 26, 2005 at 01:16:27 (EDT)

I heard about little baby James tonight on Live at 5. My heart went out to you. I will pray for you & hope that you can find peace. God bless.
Jamie Scott <sjamabs2@aol.com>
Fredericton, NB Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 20:29:20 (EDT)

Dear Cordele, I watched your story on the news this evening and would like to tell you how much I appreciate your courage to share your story with others. My husband and I are the proud parents of a 10 month old baby girl whom we adore. We thought our worries about SIDS would soon be over as she is approaching the 1 year mark. Thank you for telling your story and bringing awareness to others. Our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Brigitte and family <brigittejean2489@hotmail.com>
Lawrencetown, N.S Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 19:54:05 (EDT)

Mike and Cordelle, Thank you for sharing your story, I have triplet boys that are now over a year. Just this week we added a small pillow in one of the boys cribs, because of your story I have removed it. I had no idea that babies were still at risk of sudden death after the 1 yr mark. I am so sorry that you have lost your angel James, but I thank you for your strength to share him with us. I pray that you find peace.
Charlene <charlene_doucette@hotmail.com>
Eastern Passage, NS canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 18:18:54 (EDT)

I watched your story today & immedieately went to your website to learn more about James.I too have a son born in August of 2003 & as I watched your story held him a little closer.I admire your strenghth & my prayers are with you & your families.Thank you for sharing your precious angel with us!
Sheri <sheribreski@hotmail.com>
Glace Bay, NS Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 17:09:17 (EDT)

i was very touched by the storey on the news and my prayers are with u and i know what you are going threw and its not at all easy i thought that 13 yrs would i would begin to heal but i have never have let my baby girl go ..she will always be in my heart .little james is an angel :) ..god bless
willena <lenaiannetti@ns.sympatico.ca>
sydney mines, ns canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 17:01:07 (EDT)

To James Parents; I saw your story on the news today and I just wanted to say that my thoughts are with you, and that I think you both are so brave. I will be checking this web site from time to time for up dates. Take Care and God Bless
Deanna <proudnfgirl@hotmail.com>
Bridgewater, NS Country - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 16:54:18 (EDT)

Dear James and Cordele: I feel lucky to have met James twice, at Judi's and Steve-o-Reno's. I will always remember him as beautiful and active, and truly "all boy". Telling James' story will touch other couples who are going through what you have experienced, and will probably prevent it from happening to someone else. Thank you for being strong enough to do this; James would be very, very proud.
Denise Flynn <michaelflynn@hfx.eastlink.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 16:46:17 (EDT)

Dear loving parents, I also just watched your story on Live at 5 and can't tell you how much it touched me. I am a new mom of a 6-month old baby girl and I, of course, love her dearly. She is #1 in our lives, as I'm sure your beautiful and precious boy James was in yours. I was also under the impression that her chances of being a victim of SIDS have dramatically decreased, however, after seeing the story of Baby James, statistics mean nothing to me. You have shown so much courage in telling your story in order to bring awareness to others. I truly admire you for that. I, for one, will certainly take more precautions with my little girl even after she turns 1 in November. I know that it must be hard to find comfort after such a terrible ordeal, but I hope that, through prayer and support, you can be a little bit comforted in knowing that your story could have very well saved the life of another infant or toddler by making people aware of the dangers of SIDS in infants AND toddlers. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. With deepest regards, Annie Stephens
Annie Stephens <indigo@nbnet.nb.ca>
Saint John, NB Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 16:38:43 (EDT)

I also just saw your story on the news, and I am so impressed by your love and strength and devotion. My 16 month old came over & rested his head on my knee when he saw me crying as I watched your story, which of course only made me more emotional. I had never heard of SUDC, and was completely unaware that there was a possiblity of SIDS after 1 year. I sincerely thank you for taking the time to educate us. I will kiss my boy & think of your beautiful James.
Stacey Royal & Family
Whistler, BC Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 16:34:43 (EDT)

I wish you all the best of Luck!
Lindsay
sydney, NS Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 16:28:59 (EDT)

Dear Loving Parents of James. I just saw your story on Live at 5 and can't tell you enough how brave you are. James seemed like such a beautiful, loving boy and how lucky he was to have you in his life. Your story touched me deeply as I have a boy the same age as James was. I always associated SIDS with infants, not toddlers. I will make sure I love son, Oliver each day as if it were his last. Thank you for bringing me back to what really matters. God bless you. Janice Bray, Nova Scotia
Janice Bray <janicebray@accesswave.ca>
Oyster Pond, NS Country - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 16:23:01 (EDT)

Cordele & Michael, I just saw your story on Live at Five and I commend you immensely for all you are doing to raise awareness about SIDS. What a beautiful child - thank you for sharing him with the world... Lots of love and strength being sent your way. Lisa Weir & Family Saint John, New Brunswick http://ca.geocities.com/weirfamily@rogers.com
Lisa Weir <kawfolks@Yahoo.com>
Saint John, NB Canada - Wednesday, May 25, 2005 at 16:15:00 (EDT)

James, Your Mom and I just had a nice visit when she came out to Toronto where your Dad was on a conference. We laughed a bit and cried even more, but I think she will be ok. She misses you so much and talks about you with such love. I feel like I did get to know you even though we never met. You are so loveed and cherished and will always be remembered, especially since your Mom and Dad have made sure that your memory stays alive. They are very special people.
Heidi Holmes <strongheidi@hotmail.com>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Tuesday, May 24, 2005 at 02:06:46 (EDT)

baby james, your missed :(
alison sutherland <ally_0808@hotmail.com>
halifax, ns canada - Wednesday, May 11, 2005 at 16:18:47 (EDT)

Such a perfect day. Almost a year ago. A warm sunny spring day. An ancient church in a beautiful English village was packed to overflowing with Mike and Cordeles family and friends. A special attendance by Brenda and Margaret added the Canadian flavour. The star of the show, the headlining act was James. For many it was the first time we'd met james. He was dressed for the occassion in his smart shirt. Mike and Cordele were so happy and proud. James just wanted to get down and explore the church! When the vicar took janes in his arms James met his gaze with total trust, confidence and self assurance that only a well rounded, socialised and happy little child does. He babbled or gurgled something and everyone in church laughed. Cute and just in the right place for comedy effect!! Cordele detoured (oops wrong turn) to the pub with Alice, Margaret, Brenda and James in the buggy (stroller). But no James didn't feel much like taking a nap. We all ended up in Tom and Margarets garden. There was a happy buzz and lots to eat and drink. The sun shone all afternoon. Grandad was at the barbeque. Mike and Coredele took great pleasure in introducing James to all their freinds. James took it all in his stride. I remember watching this happy scene. Mike was delighted and overflowing with pride as he showed off this happy, handsome and sturdy boy, and Cordele looked fresh and beautiful and exuded calm and natural motherhood. It was a happy day, just before your trip to the lakes, there are some photographs on this web site of that very trip. Thinking about you every day. Much love Lorraine.XX Tony XX Elliot, Alice and Ben. XXXXXX
Lorraine Hudson <Lorraineculligan@blueyonder.co.uk>
UK - Tuesday, May 10, 2005 at 07:07:56 (EDT)

It,s now a year James since Grandad went to Gatwick airport to meet you when mummy and daddy brought you to England.Grandad often talks about the very special moment when mummy came through the arrival gate with you-a radiant mother with our beautiful grandson,a wonderful sight which no transatlantic photograph could ever replace. Mummy left you with Grandad and went to help daddy with the luggage and Grandad says you looked up at himand gave him one of your wonderful smiles.Grandad hugged you and you were immediately firm friends.How you loved riding on Grandads' shoulders and sharing fruit together sitting with Grandad in his armchair, your 'favourite place'in England mummy said many times. When we had last seen you in Halifax you were only a few weeks old,already so responsive with a ready smile and such determination.We were so lucky to have you all to ourselves while Daddy was at work and Mummy went to the gym.I loved nursing you close in your sling while you went to sleep and playing with you on your blanket and in you little chair.We are so grateful we had that time with you James and that Mummy and Daddy brought you to England.The sun shone the whole time, and all we shared was love and happiness.You saw so much in those two short weeks,your Mummy and Daddy were so proud showing you around and you met so many people who will always love and remember you.Grandma and Grandad learn so much about your life in Canada from all the beautiful messages on your special place. You and Mummy and Daddy are with us in our hearts and our prayers and we will always stay close to our little 'Canadian Angel',our roots are woven together in the tapestry of life.
Grandma @Grandad
Country - Monday, May 09, 2005 at 09:44:22 (EDT)

James, I never did meet you and I really wish I would have. You have a wonderful mother. Your pictures are so adorable, you look like your dad. You're website is so touching, all i can do is cry. I have been praying for you and your family since I heard the news. God be with you and your family. Carissa, Byron, Kaeden and Addison
carissa witkowski <carwit@medicinehat.ca>
Medicine Hat, AB Canada - Monday, May 09, 2005 at 03:49:46 (EDT)

:)"Smiling Whispers" Baby James I'll always remember a rare moment where it was just you and me together. No Mommy or Daddy, family or friends. Just you and me. You, your Mom, Great Aunt Bridge, myself had been on one of our treasured days together when we visited your beautiful family last June. At the end of this day we had to make one last stop at a grocery store. We were all going to go in but you decided that it was time for a nap. So I mentioned to the women that I'd stay in the car with you while they shopped. They left and I just sat in the car, just browsing around. I looked in the rear view mirror watching you in peaceful sleep. I'd look out the windows at nothing in particular but always glance back at you. I found that my main focus changed from looking around to just looking at you. Seeing that the absolute innocence was not a gift, it was you. That moment had such a calming effect on me. I turned off everything around me. All I heard was silence. All I saw was you. I did have my camera and decided to snap a few pictures of you in sleep and when you woke up. When you did wake it was with that smile that was uniquely yours. You didn't fuss or show any confusion. You just smiled. That smile said so much to me James. I thank you for that few minutes that was just ours! Uncle Kim :)
Kim Smith <kimbridge@sasktel.net>
Regina, Sk Canada - Monday, May 09, 2005 at 00:04:42 (EDT)

Not a day passes by that we dont think of dear James, Cordele and Michael, its hard to express our deep sense of sadness in your loss. Baby James bought such joy and happiness to everyone who knew him, we only saw him briefly but we were so happy to see such a proud close and loving family. Goodnight and god bless you little James. Our thoughts and love are always with you Michael and Cordele. Sheila and Alan xxx
Alan & Sheila Hudson <hudsonandy@blueyonder.co.uk>
Doncaster, S. Yorkshire England - Sunday, May 08, 2005 at 15:42:10 (EDT)

Tommorrow is going to be a hard day for mommy becuase she misses and loved you so much. For me it is a time to look back on what a wonderful mum you have and all the things you got to do togther. When I think of you and mummy together I always see you too sat in the rocking chair reading books and laughing together. I also think of all the time you guys spent together having fun and learning new things. I am blessed with having a wife who was born to be a mother and in your short time you spent with us you had the most wonderful time. Whether it was rolling in the leaves, playing on the beach, or chasing round the house - mummy was always down at your level. I saw a picture of you and mummy on the beach in Ingonish. What a happy evening of fun, throwing rocks, sifting sand and watching the sun disappear over the ocean. Mummy is speacial like you and tommorrow I will be thinking about you both. Love Daddy
Daddy <programs@ns.sympatico.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Saturday, May 07, 2005 at 17:58:21 (EDT)

Mike & Cordelle Taisa and I are in Moose Jaw at dance competition - I thought of you tonight as I watched my daughter and all her "buddies" sitting on the bed laughing - you see, I am enjoying every moment ..... I think of you Cordelle ... two summers ago ... when you and Larissa were both "gimps" ...waddling across the pitch in Regina -you sooo pregnant and happy and Larissa on crutches after her ACL reconstruction ... we missed "knowing" James due to the physical distance however we enjoyed every email with pictues and anedotes ...and you, Mike .... the chats we had those nights when I ended up being the "designated driver" .... oh Baby James, your parents were so excited about you coming into this world ... you must be one of those bright shining stars in the dark night ... or perhaps you are part of the dancing northern lights that we are so lucky to see here in Saskatchewan ... your memory has made me hug my children even more often and let those little things that irritate me go by the wayside ... you are in our prayers ... take care of your mama and dad ... let them find joy in your memories ....
deb morsky <dmorsky@shaw.ca>
saskatoon, sk canada - Wednesday, May 04, 2005 at 02:20:43 (EDT)

Hello James,I met your parents tonight at a special meeting for parents to meet other parents whose child died. I want to tell you that your Mom and Dad spent the evening talking about you and the great impact you had on their lives. The way their faces lit up when they mentioned your name was a real tribute to the way your short life blessed their lives. I saw how much they loved you and how much they miss you. I also know that you will be forever remembered and that you will always be in their hearts. In your short life you have touched so many people including family and friends and you will touch many more people as you continue with your spiritual journey. Did I forget to mention that today is your Mom's Birthday and one of her best gifts was remembering you. AS Mother's Day approaches your Mom will have many more moments remembering you. For a little guy you did so much. VMD.
Vince MacDonald <topper@ns.sympatico.ca>
Dartmouth, N.S. Canada - Tuesday, May 03, 2005 at 21:57:24 (EDT)

I remember one time at soccer I had arrived early. Mike and James were in the office and Mike let me watch you while he went to look for something. You were no more then a few months old so I held you in my arms and just looked into your eyes. They were so beautiful. However, it came to a stop when you took a hold of my index finger and started sucking on it. In a gross but cute way, you looked up at me again and smiled. I'll never forget that moment.
Annoymous
- Monday, May 02, 2005 at 19:09:11 (EDT)

Hi Sweetheart. This morning when I was heading to my office I decided to take the elevator instead of the stairs. As the elevator door opened I suddenly had a flash back of the one and only time I took you to work. You were so cute. The elevator came down and the doors opened. How you knew what to do I have no idea, but you walked straight threw the elevator doors as if this was routine for you. You turned and looked at the wall of buttons. What a dream must have come true. You loved pressing buttons. The people who design elevators obviously don't realize that the most accessible button for a child is the bright red alarm button, which sits right next to the stop button. I managed to get my hand down to cover the two buttons just seconds before your chubby fingers pressed them. As the elevator climbed you said "woooo", and your eyes went wide. The doors opened and again like it was your daily routine you stepped off the elevator. Down the hall we walked then into my office. We were there only a short time, but you sat in my chair and played with the little fire trucks on the table. My favorite part of my office is your hand prind on the window. I had lifted you up onto the desk and you leaned against the window to look down at all the traffic below, that deserved and equally big "wooooo". Even though it was just a short visit I'm glad my co-workers got to meet you and I'm so grateful for the hand print I am able to look at everyday. Honey we miss you so much. You left so suddenly that we didn't even get to say good bye. We think about you everyday, all day, and are greatful for the memories that are shared on this website as it helps us to remember what a special boy you were.
Mommy
Prospect Bay, NS Canada - Monday, May 02, 2005 at 08:59:41 (EDT)

Dear James, WE will be forever grateful that your Mom and Dad decided to travel with you to New England last fall. Because we were blessed with two precious days to get to know you. Remember when you drove up and I opened the car door to get a look at you. I saw a beautiful rosy cheeked boy with beautiful eyes and a sweet smile. Sitting next to you in the back seat was your beautiful mother, beaming with pride. After a time in the house visiting, we packed you up for a stroll around town. Your dad carried you in a frame on his back and mom tucked you in with her warm plaid scarf so that you would be cozy all the while. We went from store to store. Everyone admiring you. You especially loved choosing a present among the soft stuffed dogs in one gift shop. And "Newbury", who reminded you of Toby was selected by you. We knew because of the delight in your face which one you wanted. Skippy was to have a friend too. You were so easy to please. And so pleasant. Mom looked at toys and books with thoughtfulness, trying to imagine which ones you would benefit from and enjoy, intent she was with your learning and development. You fell asleep in your back pack after a while. That evening we brought you to a historic pub, and we went from room to room admiring all the wall decorations and interesting things. I carried you and then you walked. All the people who saw you took a second look, and some wanted to meet you. You were charming and so alert to all. You loved our dog Tahoe, and he loved you. It was so amazing to see the easy comfort and joy you had with animals. Even the cats! James, we have many more memories too. We fell in love with you and after you left, looked so forward to seeing you again. There are no words to describe our sadness for your leaving, and for your parents whom we love very much. Your memory will be with us always James. Your dad said in his letter , "please stay close". I sent a "dream catcher" to your mom and dad for your room. I hope that you will visit with your parents in their dreams and comfort them. Stay close dear James, and sweet dreams. With Love Always, Carol, Alan and Tahoe
Carol and Alan <gamblec30@aol.com>
Newburyport, MA Country - Saturday, April 30, 2005 at 15:52:00 (EDT)

Mike, and Cordele in baby James short time with us he touched everyones heart,I loved the day I played soccer with him - that was his first indoor game,I think he will be playing and blowing kisses to the crowd for his new found soccer team. God bless baby james you are missed by many. john g
John Greaves <JohnGreaves2@aol.com>
Country - Thursday, April 28, 2005 at 21:01:21 (EDT)

I have attempted to write my feelings on this website many times, but my heart is to heavy.......All I can do is "CRY " & "RUN".......The Cabot trail will be a start to "James's legacy"....The Currie's are proud to be a part of the Hudson Family.......Jim, Pat, Andrea, Missy, Sarah, Hunter & Glasgow (Blowing Kisses with Baby James in heaven"
Jim Currie <jcurrie3@JOICA.JNJ.com>
Country - Thursday, April 28, 2005 at 20:58:09 (EDT)

We only had a short time with you, James, at your blessing last year, but it was wonderful for us to be with you on that very special day. We will always think about you, you are in out hearts forever.
Helen, Mark, Holly and Charlotte <thejohnsons@mapplewell100.freeserve.co.uk>
Barnsley, England - Tuesday, April 26, 2005 at 12:20:17 (EDT)

James it has taken me a long time to post a message. Mummy and Daddy miss you so much and we love to read the little stories posted on this site. It helps us remenber what a wonderful little boy you are and thank god for the amazing time that we had you in our lives. Every day was so special and you brought so much love into 56 James. Toby and Tayla miss playing little games at the top of the stairs - they look for you every day and are so very sad that their little friend has gone. Daddy misses carrying you in the backpack at James' Lookoff, dancing in the kitchen, watching Thomas the Tank Engine and our favorite, mighty machines. Coming home every day to an excited little boy was the most exciting and rewarding part of my life. Mummy and Daddy are very sad, but we love to talk about you all the time and think of the wonderful times we all spent together and our Daddy Tuesday's when we had so much fun. Your grandparents miss you so much and they learn new things about you every time a new little message is posted. Mummy and Daddy love and miss you so much.
Dad <mchudson@eastlink.ca>
Country - Monday, April 25, 2005 at 21:16:11 (EDT)

May all our thoughts, love and prayers be with you.
Andrew & Nicole Hudson <hudsonandy@blueyonder.co.uk>
Doncaster, England - Monday, April 18, 2005 at 10:34:03 (EDT)

I made 2 comments and i will make anther one. I miss you so much there is NO word to diskribe how much i miss you. But your mom and dad miss you 1000 times more. It is not the same without you and I think about you evry day I think of you and I think what you did and I miss you. I remmber what you did outside and I would throw the ball for your dogs and you would want to throw it i love you.
Danielle
Country - Monday, April 18, 2005 at 10:32:41 (EDT)

I have many memories of James as he played at the Y with my daughter and many others. He was a very happy baby and I was lucky to get to spend so much time with him when either hanging out with his mom having a coffee after a run or taking care of him at the drop off center. I was lucky to have seen him 4 or 5 times a week from the time he was six weeks until about 15mths. I have many memories from the kisses he blew, to the pureed peas all over his face. I remember clearly when he started to kick a ball. He could not walk on his own but loved to have you hold his hands as he kicked and chased a ball. I walked around with him for a long time one day as he kicked the ball laughing. He was a beautiful little boy with the longest curling eyelashes and the best good bye kisses. My heart goes out to you Cordelle. I was happy to finally get to see you again. You really are showing amazing strength. Good luck with your run. I send all my love to "Baby James" and you and your family. Jessica
Jessica Mifflen <jessicamifflen@hotmail.com>
Halifax, NS Country - Saturday, April 16, 2005 at 20:47:34 (EDT)

We wanted to share some of our memories of James and happy times. For us this is best summed up by telling the story of a Saturday morning breakfast at Smitty's. The Aucoin's, the Hudson's, James, Abbey and of course Skippy. James was at his best on that day, charming everyone in the restaurant, especially the waitresses. One laugh after another resulted from his antics. Cordele is famous for ordering a second breakfast after everyone else was finished. This is not because she was extra hungry or a big eater, but because she had been more then happy to let James eat most of mommy's eggs. And that was after an appetizer of red, green and yellow crayolas. We also remember James following in the longstanding Hudson tradition of hammering back beverage after beverage as little two scoops chuggalugged his chocalate milk in a hurry. He'd throw his head straight back and tip the cup straight up. Down the hatch, and then he'd slam down the sippy cup. May I have another? Of course this day was the day when James got Abbey's dad's approval to be his girlfriend. But only till she was 12. Already a ladies man. Of course, many other tables came and went as we laughed, mostly at James, and hung around for a couple of hours having the greatest time watching Mommy, Daddy and James read his favorite stories. James, we'll miss you always, and think of you so often. We love you and we'll help to watch over your mommy and daddy. Toby and Tayla look great... they've just gotten a haircut. Sue, Jeff and your little friend Abbey xoxoxo
Jeff, Sue & Abbey Aucoin <abbeyaucoin@eastlink.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Friday, April 15, 2005 at 20:33:20 (EDT)

Oh little James "theadore" hudson, it's so sad to see a bright flower like you, pass so soon. It's too bad God had to take the best away from your wonderful parents,and us. I remember when you came to our Atlantics with your cute dogs Toby and Tayla, what crazy ones they were! You were always hanging off of your dad you were, always right there in his arms. He was so proud to hold you infront of his u-16 provincial team, always tickling your chin,and telling us how you were going to grow up and be a great soccer player just like his dad. It's so true though James, we all miss you so very very much, no little boy like you can ever be replaced. with lots of love, Patricia Martins
Patricia Martins <patricia_sports47@hotmail.com>
Cole Harbour, NS Canada - Wednesday, April 13, 2005 at 18:24:23 (EDT)

I know that this page is only for the people who meet James, but i want to tell her beatiful mom, dad, family and friends that today i meet the most beatiful baby that i ever meet, since today James lives in mi memory, my heart, and i know a little part of his simple and amazing lovely life, his smile touch deeply my soul, and right know im looking thru the window and enyoing that simple things that he liked and loved. Also this is the most beatiful memorial that i ever seen and im sure that James can touch deeply a lot of souls around the world with his cute eyes and smiles. I LOVE this baby a lot, he is here living in this special and unique space... Hugs and love from Mexico and a forever 2 y old friend called Enrique and his Mom
Gabriela <telepathymaster@yahoo.com>
Mexico, Mexico - Tuesday, April 12, 2005 at 19:34:03 (EDT)

A memory I want to share of James was back in Saskatchewan last summer. Corrie brouhgt James out to her Aunt Bridget and Uncle Kim's cottage for a day of fun and water sports with her crazy relatives. It was one of the most beautiful days in my life and I remember James well. I remember how he would half crawl and half walk with a bright blue diaper/bathing suit. His butt was high in the air as he played in the sand and water. Corrie let James be a free spirit and enjoy the day. He was so content and happy. James loved the water, feeling it go through his fingers and grasping at the sand. The grit and sharpness of sand and pebbles only encouraged him to on. We miss you desparately but know you will always be a part of our family and be loved. Auntie Brenda
Brenda Mager <greenmager@sasktel.ca>
Yorkton, sk Canada - Monday, April 11, 2005 at 23:23:01 (EDT)

Although we never met James, from the tributes that have been left, we can see what a beautiful little boy he was. You must have been wonderful parents, you will always have your precious memories of the happiness he brought to everyone. God bless you both, Mavis & Dennis.
Mavis & Dennis Kent <maviskent@yahoo.co.uk>
England - Monday, April 11, 2005 at 05:48:40 (EDT)

Baby Jame you are so loving and talented.I wish I could have spended more time with you but I will always remember those butiful memories like I would be walking my dog mack and i would see you there in the winbow smiling with your mommy. I would think of you all the way back to my house.I could definatly see the soccer player in you.Well I will always think of you. Love Hannah
hannah <hannah8bower@hotmail.com>
halifax, nova scotia canada - Sunday, April 10, 2005 at 14:07:07 (EDT)

At James' tribute in Regina I read the following to the heart felt people who attended. Hello family and friends! I too want to thank everyone for coming out so early on a morning that although is cool has a warmth that we all feel. I'm not one for public speaking, however, on an occasions such as this one, feel that I must share just a part of what James, Corrie, and Mike not only mean but give to all of us. My wife Bridget and myself were fortunate enough to take a trip out to Halifax last June. When we arrived we felt so welcome, not only by Mike, Corrie, James and of course Toby and Tayla, but their neighbourhood friends as well. We absorbed close to two weeks out there, not realizing, at the time, how valuable that time was and is to us today. We would start our day like everyone else however with James it was a liitle unique. His consisted of waking up with that wonderful smile on his face, a smile he was given from his Dad, always so happy and contented. I don't remember a time, while we were they that I ever saw this little heart fuss. I got such a kick out of the way he liked his food. Once in his high-chair, his day was on it's way. While his meal was being prepared his little arms and legs would be just a flailing. And when the food was coming his way, look out, that little mouth would be wide open, as if to say, okay let's get on with it. He was always happy with all us at the table having our meals together with him. Although he wasn't walking when we were there he was very close to just doing that. Doing so with a confidence he was given from Corrie that I've known, ever since she was young. We were fortunate enough to enjoy a few days in Cape Breton with Corrie and James taking everything in from whale watching to snuggle wrestling on some grassy knolls. What I was really taken with was how Corrie always got down to his level to see the world from his prospective. I remember one time myself, rolling around on the floor with him in a kitchen of a rented cabin, each chasing one another around. This was the way Corrie and Mike taught us how to play with James. It didn't matter where you were, you just did it. I can still hear that giggle of his. Another time we stopped along the Cabot trail and found a nice open beach where the tide was out and I remember how Corrie let him crawl on the sand towards the ocean. He was in such awe of it. As a wave would recede she would let him venture a little further, scooping him up just in time to avoid getting really wet. It didn't matter that the knees of his pants and shirt sleeves were were damp. She wanted him to experience what was unfolding before him. I can still see those little hands squeezing the wet sand that was oozing out of them and again hearing that giggle of appreciation. Like James was in awe of the ocean, Mike was in awe of his son. The first time I saw Mike holding his new-born baby boy he patted him on the head with the inexperience of being a new proud parent. Another time I watched as he lay on the floor and let James climb all over that mountain of a man. Sharing those times with this family gave me so much. Now I know that although their time together here was short, it was concentrated with such a bond that many of us will never be able to experience. Love and Prayers, Kim
Kim Smith
Regina , SK Canada - Saturday, April 09, 2005 at 20:22:43 (EDT)

Dear James, Time may heal us slowly, and answers may someday ease our hearts but no medical or biblical answer will ever justify your parting so soon. Everyone thinks about you daily. I know you were watching James Street, but did you know James Street was watching you back? It was a common sight to see your mom casing you around the living room with a diaper, or to see you playing on the lawn with all the neighbor- hood kids, each of them adored you. We all have different beliefs and I have tried to think of a million good reasons why your not here (physically) anymore, but one look at your mom and dad and I know I am attempting an impossible task. You put a light in everyone's life; it is amazing how such a small person, in such a short time can leave such a big place in so many hearts. Some people may think that that light has been stolen from him or her and they feel sad, and angry. However, the truth is that light is just buried or lost in heartache. Someday the pain will be replaced by, memory, love and the blessing that your life was to everyone who has ever met you. Do not worry about your mom and dad, they will be okay, they just miss you so much. There hearts will smile every time they think of you, and they will think about you every single day. I miss being in your house when no one was home, crawling around on my hands and knees chasing after the cheerios you left behind. Sometimes I think you and me were playing a secret game of hide and seek. I will always remember boxing day when you and I went on an adventure to find the "kitty cat", where was he hiding? James your life had just as much meaning as someone who lived to see 100 years. You lived knowing nothing but pure love, trust and smiles, and for that, I think you are a very lucky little boy. Until we meet again. Love always Jessie Bower
Jessie <jessbower@hotmail.com>
James Street, NS Canada - Friday, April 08, 2005 at 13:32:00 (EDT)

dear james, i remember when your dad would brag about you so much.. and be like.. look at this girls, hes such a cute boy isnt he, and believe me.. all 18 of us on the u15 provincial team thought you were! you were already a ladies man. You would come into our dressing room blowing us kisses, and we miss that so much.. but we know your up in heaven blowing them down to us and your mom and dad and all your soccer friends and family. Not a day goes by where no one thinks of you, and say he was to young. But now your up in heaven looking over everyone and yet still doing what you love, blowing kisses. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE
alison sutherland <ally_0808@hotmail.com>
halifax, ns Canada - Thursday, April 07, 2005 at 13:19:19 (EDT)

Cordele and Mike, Just wanted to let you know that you all remain in our thoughts and prayers. Cordele, if you ever feel like a chat/coffee just drop me a note at flemming@mathstat.dal.ca. You are truly amazing people, we admire your strength and courage.
Joanna and Scott Flemming <flemming@mathstat.dal.ca>
Halifax, NS Canada - Tuesday, April 05, 2005 at 11:13:24 (EDT)

I miss James alot. The night before James left, Mike said to James to blow me a kiss.I will never forget that moment.I remember when james would try to eat rocks and we would take it from him and he would cry and he would take another one off the ground.Love, your friend Danielle.Never stop blowing kisses
Danielle
Country - Monday, April 04, 2005 at 15:21:49 (EDT)

I miss James alot. The night before James left Mike said to James to blow a kiss to me. I will never forget that moment.Love, your friend Danielle
Danielle
Country - Monday, April 04, 2005 at 14:20:46 (EDT)

Mike and Cordele and family, I again am so sorry for your loss. Even now it is so difficult to fathom that this happened to such a vibrant boy and his loving family. I do think of him everyday when I look at his picture on my message board and now in the years to come I will wonder what would have been, as I know you will. It is such a testament to him and the both of you, the number of replies you have recieved on this great site and the lovely, heartfelt comments. I feel better in knowing you are so well supported, even if at a distance in some cases. I know that no words make it better, but I hope that the love surrounding you both eases the pain somewhat. I think of you both often...al my love. Heidi
Heidi <jhholmes@rogers.com>
Kitchener, ON Canada - Friday, April 01, 2005 at 15:13:10 (EST)

I'm so sorry Cordel & Mike I loved him but I may not have loved him as much as you did!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!You had as much love for him as a parent has for 1000000000000000000000000000 of their own children!!!!!!!!!You were so kind and generous. I hope he and my cousin Christan become BBF {BEST BUDS FORVER}but he won't like him as much as he loved you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rebecca <becca57j@hitmail.com>
Country - Thursday, March 31, 2005 at 15:19:44 (EST)

Our Angel The face of an angel is all that is here, One beautiful face one terrified tear. You were so young but God had a plan, You would have grown up a well known young man. But then something happened, None of us will forget. The memory of that day, Well will live to regret. We all found out one way or another, We had just lost someone unlike any other. We saw you at practices, We saw you look on. But we didn't know, That you would soon be gone. We didn't see you often, But you made a mark. A mark that will stay forever in our hearts. The face of an angel is all that is here, One beautiful face one terrified tear. In loving memory of James Hudson.
Caitlin George <soccer_gurl402@hotmail.com>
Cole Harbour, N.S Canada - Wednesday, March 30, 2005 at 19:50:53 (EST)

James, there are many memories I have. I remember when I was at your hosue and you were sitting on the ground in the house playing with your toys and then you got bored and went outside with the dogs and I, you had a great big smile one your face. You always had a great big smile on your face, it was one of the many great qualities you had. I remember when you came to Canada Games camp with your daddy with yet again a great big smile on your face running around kicking the soccer ball like a true star. Then you fell but your daddy was right there to pick you up, but then you got right back down on the turf and started playing again. Soon after that you left us unexpectedly, some things just happen so fast. One thing is for sure you were loved by many people, especially your parents. We miss you James, so many memories... with love: Becky
Becky Hazen <becky_hazen13@hotmail.com>
Hfx., NS Canada - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 at 20:57:34 (EST)

Dear Cordele, What a beautiful site you have created for your beautiful boy! I feel very lucky to be one of the Saskatchewan people who got to meet James the summer he turned one. I am repeating everyone's comments when I say that James was full of life, fun, and joy. He watched our girls play soccer at Les Sherman Park that evening and you had to keep an extra close eye on him for fear that he would go out and join in the game! I was really struck by the comment you made in your letter to James that we listened to in Candycane Park on February 15. You are right. All James ever knew in his short life was love. I have never met a little guy so secure in the love of his parents that he could go anywhere and do anything because he always knew you were there. His life, however brief, was truly a blessing for all of us who met him and the love and joy that he spread without even realizing it will never be forgotten. Peace and comfort for your heavy hearts, Mike and Cordele. Heather
Heather Stirling <hstirling@accesscomm.ca>
Regina, Sk Canada - Tuesday, March 29, 2005 at 11:47:54 (EST)

All I have of James are fond memories. I will always remember his happy disposition and his eagerness to experience all he could around him. His love for being out and about especially on his dad's back with his mom talking with him. I think my fondest memory however is of a time shared on a beach in Cape Breton. I decided to leave Mike, Cordele and James have some alone time and go for a walk along the beach. However, I was drawn back often by the sounds of joy and laughter. Whenever I looked back I could see them playing, letting James feel the cool sand and pick the many rocks. Cordele and Mike took turns running with James into the water letting his toes touch the cold Atlantic. I think they could have played on that beach for hours. Look at the pictures of James in a light blue bunny-hug and Cordele with James in the same bunny-hug. That was the day they played on a Cape Breton beach.
Auntie Brenda <greenmager@sasktel.ca>
Yorkton, SK Canda - Monday, March 28, 2005 at 22:59:57 (EST)

Dear James, I didn't know you that well. But in the short time you were in my life you taught me one thing, appreciate the little things in life because one day they might be gone. I will never forget the day at the Canada Games camp your Daddy brought you down to say hi. You fell down chasing the ball and started to cry. But your Daddy picked you up and cuddled you for a minute, and then you were back on the turf laughing and playng. You were definatly a little soccer player. You were such a positive child. Whenever I saw you at SNS you always had a huge smile on your face. Your parents loved you so much, I don't even have the words to describe the pain they felt when you left. And just a word to Mike...Mike your an awesome soccer coach and you have been really strong through this whole ordeal. My heart goes out to you and you family. Caitlin
Caitlin George <soccer_gurl402@hotmail.com>
Cole Harbour, N.S Canada - Monday, March 28, 2005 at 19:15:10 (EST)

As I said before, James you left us way too early. You are truly and deeply missed by many. I can remember Karen Winters and I were just watching some television and "You Raise Me Up" came on. Karen and I sat there crying with eachother because that is your song. I think about you everyday and especially when that songs come on. You will never be forgotten. Blowing kisses forever & always. xo
Jessica Lilly <jessica_lilly12@hotmail.com>
Halifax, NS Canada - Monday, March 28, 2005 at 19:11:36 (EST)

Dear Baby James I love you so much, all the holidays from when you were born to this past Christmas have been so wonderful to spend with you. I know that you are safe in the arms of an angel and that you and Glasgow are having a good time because I know that you love dogs and I told Glasgow to take good care of you. In the 17 months you spent down here with us you have always lifted everyones hearts when they have seen you. Know matter who it was you had unconditional love for them and always foud a way to have fun with them.I remember last Christmas when you were running around with your little cups that stack inside of each other and you fell over. For one second you were on the ground but the next you were right up with that beautiful smile on your face. james you left the world without knowing such sorrow that everyones feels for you. That can make anyone feel so much better. You have acheived so many things in your 17 months more then an average 17 could you always knew when someone needed a little cheering up and you were always fair. Your parents rasied you so well,how many children walk around blowing kisses to everybody they see. I wish that I could have on more day to play with you and to hug you and to blow a kiss to you but we can do that everyday. I know that you and me will one day see each other again and we will played wrapping up present again ( a holiday game). I know that you will always be in my heart and many other peoples until we get to see you again. Evryday you watch over you mommy and daddy and keep them safe, because they kept you safe so well. I know your a keeper at heart just like your father and you will lawyas have england on your mind. We love you so much Baby James and I just wanted to blow you a kisse because without you nobody would be blowing kisses as much now, so I just want to thank you baby james for blessing everyones lives you met with a simple kisse we love you so much its undescribable Love you forever Sarah xoxoxooxoxoxoxo
Sarah Currie <currie_1221@hotmail.com>
halifax, n.s Canada - Monday, March 28, 2005 at 19:07:20 (EST)

I spend alot of time at the Benjamin's hosue across the street from the hundson's. So i had the opportunity to spend time with James a couple of times. He was so happy, and always had a smile. He loved Cordele and Mike so much. I think the only time i'd seen him without a smile was when Cordele and Mike were out of eyeshot, but they'd always pop back into sight and so would that beautiful smile. I remember one time when i was over at the Benjamin's and Cordele called over and ask if we could come over and watch James for a little bit. It was lots of fun. I will never forget that day. He showed us his big boy bed, he was sure proud of that. We bowled with his bowling set. That was so cute. He had a very unique bowling style, it was adorable. And if for some reason he didn't knock a few of the pins down, he wouldn't get upset he would just hit them down with his hands and be just as happy. I think James had an awesome life. After attending the Funeral i realized that hes been to more places in his 17 months or so than i have in my 13 years. I will never forget little James. And thanks to the attention you, Cordele and Mike, brought to SIDS over the age of twelve months, hopefully in the near future no one else will have to go throught the immeasureable loss you both unfortunitly did. James made a difference in lots of peoples lives, he will always be hear in our hearts.
Jillian <littlegreen_jellybean@hotmail.com>
Prospect Bay, NS - Saturday, March 26, 2005 at 21:07:17 (EST)

Hi Honey, I miss you so much, you were and still are my pride and joy. I will love you forever. We've asked to have this memory board set up especially for you so that everyone can share in your happy moments. I am trying to think of my favorite memory of you and I have so many... If I have to pick one it would be rocking you in your rocking chair. From the time you fit neatly in one arm to your last few days when you'd lay your head on my chest. I fondly remember one night when I was rocking you and you decided it wasn't quite time to go to sleep. The lights were out in the room and you were trying to play peek-a-boo with me. I was trying so hard not to laugh because you were cracking up at yourselef and kept playing even though the room was pitch black. It was priceless.
Mommy
Halifax, NS Country - Thursday, March 24, 2005 at 21:31:42 (EST)

darcie
wow, james is so loved thats so sad what happened and everyone misses him and this made me cryy, but at least we know he safe in heaven :) no matter what james youl be loved!

Siena
i am so blessed to live right across the street from James.He was a very happy boy.James was full of life. He was always doing something. He never stayed in one place. I well always his amazingly cute smile. Whenever I picture James in my mind he always has a smile on. Dear James you were always a joy to baby sit. I had lots of fun playing with you. I loved seeing your smile when we would put your Little people in the empty ice cream bucket and pour them over are heads.You well always be a part of James street. I well never forget you James You are in my heart. Love you friend Siena

Kaitlyn Mac.
We're never going to forget you James. You have left a mark in many people's heart. You were such a positive loving child. We will always love you. Never stop blowing your kisses, many of us will blow back. Keep smiling. I love you, Baby James. You're an angel.

neil
james was a good friend and a good play mate he loved rocks and socer he smiled every chance he got his mom and dad couldint of loved him as much as they did james was a big smile waiting to burst in to laughs. he loved when i would pull him on his blankit but he would allways try to hid in it. he liked watching us bike and go off jumps. he would try to pop up his tire and smile. bob the builder toy's. he was a really happy boy .i. will.miss.you.james.love neil.benjamin.

Alice
James, we loved seeing you at your christening in May we love you very much and you will always have a place in our hearts lots of love from your cousin Alice xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tony & Lorraine
You will forever be in our thoughts and you will always be loved by your family over here in England. You were such a beautiful, happy, loving little boy. Elliot, Alice and Benjamin love and miss you and will keep blowing you kisses.

Julia
You dont know me but i got this off a link form a friend, I am really sorry for your loss. Thats a really adorable baby. Such a sad misfortune.

Gina Reid
Mike and Cordele. I never got to see James much but i know when he was at soccer we all were attached to him as soon as he ran through the door. I'm very sorry. I will always remeber James blowing kisses! Love Gina.

Laura Willman
Hi Mike and Cordele...this memory just came to me this morning as I was filling my water bottle at the cooler...a few months ago, Mike had brought James into the office for a bit. While I was getting a drink of water at the cooler, I noticed James watching me. He had just learned to walk, so he was teetering a bit, but had managed to walk out of Mike's office into the hall. I turned around to speak with someone, and when I looked back, there was James with his head under the cooler's water tap, tongue hanging out, splashing water all over himself, trying to get a drink! I managed to stop him from getting totally soaked, and just started laughing because it was so cute! I did offer him a drink from a cup, but he wasn't interested anymore. I guess it just wasn't as fun! Love, Laura

Verona & Chantal Les
What a beautiful website in honour of a dear little boy. Although we had never met James, we were ever so taken by the struggle which Mike and Cordele have been through, with his untimely departure from their lives. A child is a special gift. This gift brought many wonderful days to your lives. I can tell by all the comments, James was a special baby who touched so many people with his short, but extremely valued life. We wish you the best of luck with your days ahead and hope that his memory makes you both stronger than ever before.

Archie Morrison
Dear James - I never met you or your Mom but I know your Dad. He's a great guy! My heart goes out to him and your Mom. I have never lost a child but I have lost a baby brother and Cindy (my wife) lost 2 twin sisters. But a child is different - it tears a piece of you away only to be remembered. I have 6 children - all older than you when you left us. It is very difficult to imagine what it feels like. I think you know that now. We in some small way feel your parents' pain. Please let them know we are thinking and praying for them. You obviously were a very special boy. I hoep to meet you some day.

Sandi Hutchinson
We were heartsick to hear about your son James. There is little comfort in words, our thoughts are with you; Mike and Cordelle, and the rest of your family who loved James. Ali, Tia and I offer our most sincere sympathy.

Elisabeth Miller
My heart breaks for you and you and James are in our prayers. As a parent I can only imagine your pain. James was with you for a short time but left his mark on all he met. God will keep him safe and warm. Lift your face to the sky, close your eyes and you will be able to feel the kisses he blows from heaven. All our thoughts and prayers are with you. Love from Elisabeth, Bob, Erin, Alex, and Rachel Miller, Saskatoon, Saskatchewan. We miss you all.

Caitlin
James, you were such a beautiful boy. You have definatly changed the way I live my life. You taugh me to love the little things in life, because they might not last that long. You were only 17 months but boy were you ever well known! You have traveled more than I have...your mommy and daddy sure made the most out of your short time here. We all miss you so much and we will never stop loving you. Especially your parents. They loved you so much, no word can explain the love they had for you. I love you and I will never forget you.....keep blowing kisses.

Dagmar, Mike and Ree
Our thoughts and prayers are with you. May there be Hope, Faith and Love in your hearts to be close to your little one. Jesus loves you, little James -always.

Paul/Dar Hornbuckle
you were blessed with such a beautiful son who will always be in your hearts and ecthed in your memory forever. May God bless you and keep you both strong to continue good works on behalf of James. Forever in our prayers...

Knolls
We didn't know your little James, but the mother in all of us cries and grieves for his passing, as though he were our own. We send our support and our strength. Take comfort in the love around you.

Pauline/Chris Blades
Your baby is sooo beautiful. I am so sorry for you both...it is so sad to loose a baby who brings only love into the world. God is with you and with Baby James.

Maddie Clarke
R.I.P James you will be missed by all.

Melanie Peters
James, everyone who knew you loved you so very much, and will never forget that face, I will never stop blowing you kisses!

Nyall Jenkins
To Mike and Cordele: Even though I never got to meet James I know that he was such a sweet boy. I'm sorry that he had to leave so soon, but in your hearts he will always be there, with his smiles and kisses. May you always cherish your memories of James and you all will be in my heart. Love your soccer buddie Nyall

The Hart's
We will forever baby sit you in our hearts, Eilish, Keva & Yara

John Kirk
Mike and Cordele, As a father of three children, my heart goes out to you both at your loss. You and Baby James are in my thoughts and prayers.

Juan Ramirez
I did never have the blessing of metting you little James, but I asure you that you have touched me very deep in my hearth, with your early good buy to this world, and I hope that you are sitting beside god now just to make sure that every one that misses you, can live in peace, because you are an ANGEL.

Katey Smith
You left us too soon but Mike & Cordele made the most of your 17 months, we'll keep u a live in memory, we'll keep blowing you kisses

Becky Hazen
james, i miss u so much.. all the times u where at the soccer center just kicked the ball around, just ahving a good time...RIP

Jessica Lilly
James..we miss you all too much. you left us way to early. Never stop blowing kisses baby love you

Grandma and Grandad
We love you James our little Canadian angel

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